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As much as we talk about magic, we should talk about mess too because I believe that without failing I would have never realised how winning feels, without falling I would have never realised how rising seems to be, without not being loved back I would have never realised how it feels to be loved, without being broken I would have never realised how healing looks like.

So, I feel that it's better to fall, it's better to fail first and it's for the best if they left us.

Everyone calls me a mess, look darling see beyond that, I would have never taken my first step without falling, I would have never realised the value of love without being left behind, I would have never appreciated togetherness without being left lonely, it's always a mess, some look it at as magic, while some as something to laugh at. But, life has mess for all, all for mess will be a better world.

Everyone who calls me a mess has to know that I am beyond that, some days I am weak, some days life seems so negative, some days I feel lonely too but then there are also days when I am brave.

I believe people like me don't fall in love, we float in love, we swim in love, we are waves in love and then we reach the shore together.

I believe people like me don't look for magic, they just believe in themselves and magic happens.

I believe people like me don't write when they are happy, they write when they are sad, they write when they are messy because then they create occult out of it.

- VAISHNAVI DHAMODHARAN 🩶

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